I'm suppose to love it. its new. but I hate the fact that Kyle has my number. ugh he pisses me off. all I said was "honey you only have 254 profile views thats so pathetic" but I said it in a jokingly way. and I know its a bit mean but Kyle flipped out. errgg.. I dont think I even want to talk to him tonight. I'm going to watch the breakfast club, ( Read more... )

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how am I to deal with this. I'm getting so tired of amber's fucking shit. I do so much for her and all I get is bullshit. we bought her like a million presents for christmas and I get attitude from her. what the hell? she got a new phone, she got more shit than I did for christmas. I got two things I asked for. and I know I should be greatful for ( Read more... )

I really dont know what to do? amber has hurt me really bad. but she doesnt know and I cant let her know because of how I found out. I went to put something pretty on her page and went to see if her and chris were writing back and fourth funny little jokes that I was jealous I was in. well I accidentally pushed previous and it went to a comment she ( Read more... )

okay well I'm not gonna say that life is all happy and cheerful bc the time around christmas is always tense because of money. even rich ppl know that even though they're rich ya know? anyhow.. amber is all good. she still smokes like a fire being fed alcohol but hey she's addicted. we decided to dye our hair dark brown but it didnt entirely work ( Read more... )

today has been like the worst day ever. I cannot believe how I thought I was finally over being depressed but its back again. And jesus fucking christ my mom doesnt even see it. She's is soo sucked into her new fucking job to care. Okay so I dont help around the house as much as I use to but I had a job and school and god why doesnt she just get ( Read more... )

okay so I'm starting this diary over. Okay okay yes I dont think its fair either because you dont get to read anything to juicy craptastic stuff I wrote earlier but thats the past. So what the hey.. and I mean come PAALEASSSEeeee.. do you actually think I could say DEATH TO DRAMA and actually mean it? I mean come on really! there is drama everyday ( Read more... )