I still have the scent of his irresistable colonge on me.. we went and saw Van Helsing.. we cuddled and held hands.. we kissed when I dropped him off. He's so wonderful. It's so awesome to not have to have a title and feel obligated to do certain things.. I don't know what we are.. but I don't care.. all I know is I love him, and I love cuddling ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder how I ever made it through a day ( Read more... )

My alarm never went off this morning at 5am when it was supposed to; so my mother strolls into my room at 5:33 and I jump into the shower, throw on my uniform, and drive off to work. I worked 6am-3pm today. The hours go by so much faster during first shift, because it is so much busier. Today was the first day I've ever worked at 6am.. and I ( Read more... )

Bobby took me back as his friend.. I don't feel worthy of him.. but I do love him so much.. don't get me wrong.. it's not a sexual/relationship love.. it's a love for another human being.. it brought tears to my eyes when he told me he wanted to be friends again. It's going to hurt some when he goes away.

So what did I do tonight? I washed my car, by hand, like a madman -- it totally wasn't worth just going to a car wash in Huber Heights and using a power washer there. But.. there was a power washer in the garage. But no, I had to overlook that! I used our "roll-up" hose thing.. yeah.. I tried to roll it back up after scrubbing and shimmying for ( Read more... )

I awoke at 8am and drove the Nissan (because my dad took my car into the Volkswagen dealership to get it fixed) to the high school for my writing test for Honors English 12 ( Read more... )

Bennie [12:14 AM]: well, I'm going to bed, because I can sleep soundly knowing that when I wake up, I'm still going to have this incredible guy i can call whenever I want ( Read more... )

I woke up this afternoon around 1:30 to find my father frying bacon for lunch. Ate up a BLT (minus the L and T), then went back to my room. Contemplating what to do because my life is extremely boring without work, I decided to clean up some of this massacre site I like to call my bedroom ( Read more... )

( And the Action just Never Stops.. )

Today was such a wonderful, lovely day ( Read more... )