So yeah.. today? Worked 9 hours.. came home.. lost a friend. The usual, right? No.. because this person was once a great friend to me. I don't know what happened, and I miss it, but I guess things change ( Read more... )

Today has been exhausting, exhilarating, and dyslexic for me.

And now it is over! I now have a text for honors 12 -- an english translated version of Gilgamesh; and this brightens my day ( Read more... )

Today wasn't so bad. Not much homework.. so the day was not stressful.

School 7-2, Work 2-6, Show Choir 6-9. Busy. Hopefully Barnes n' Noble in Beavercreek will have Epic of Gilgamesh; the epic poem novel I would prefer over many ( Read more... )

We don't talk anymore and it kills me inside. We had a text message convo, and I told him that I wanted to talk to him in person about the closure that he wanted to talk about. He responded with "okay whatever".. so I said "well if you feel that i'm worth the time, then do. if not, then don't. either way i will be fine ( Read more... )

I have never been so angry in my fucking life, I beat the fucking hell out of my fucking pillows and I want to take something and destroy it because what I am getting is NOT fair at all and what is happening is NOT fair and NONE of it is fair to me and I want to take a knife and fucking stab my wall and rip it to pieces or run my car into the fuck ( Read more... )

There are no original 1st shift workers at Tim Horton's anymore.

How dearly I do miss them. *sniffle*

School starts Monday. Bobby moves away in a month. Things are not the same. Things are going to change. I know this, I feel this in a way. And I can do nothing to change fate.

It still feels like it's been awhile since I've updated.. today was alright. Worked 12-6. My dad stopped by to let me know that the family is eating at Bamboo Grill for dinner, so I met them there ( Read more... )

So I haven't updated in a long time here. Dunno why. Probably because I have a written journal I now write in a lot.. even though typing is really faster ( Read more... )

So my heart is aching right now because I feel like a burden.. because some of Bennie's friends lashed out at me for no reason, and it hurts. And Michael attacked me eariler about Bobby, and about how I've always ditched him and Ashley. And Ian attacked Bobby tonight.. and a lot of people who think bad of Bobby have hurt him, and that hurts me ( Read more... )

Well, I haven't updated in a long time, because I haven't had the urge. Bobby and I are a lot closer, now. In fact, I'm spending the whole day with him tomorrow.. getting up around 7am.. driving over to his house.. crawling into his bed.. cuddling.. and then getting up and taking a shower together.. all that good stuff ( Read more... )