i went to get blood work done the other day and as i am sitting there and the nurse is waiting for my vein to pop out so she can start taking blood, she says to me, "some of you buys are so hard to draw from 'cause your forearms are as big as your biceps..."

i think she was implying i masturbate to much.

i have a doctors appointment on thursday. my first check-up/physical in like 6 or 7 years. i feel really tired and out of sorts so i figured i might as well go get blood work and such done and see if there is medical co-out for all my disinterest and so forth. really i am hoping they tell me me one of two things:
A: i'm healthy as ever and should ( Read more... )

so i started writting again. i know there's not alot of people who have ever read anything i have written and most of everything i had ever written was destroyed about 3 or 4 months ago.

i'm working on 2 right now....it's slow going.
i never finish anything.

so as if working at HMV and doing full time schooling wasn't enough to have on my plate, i just picked up another job. it's only casual and so far only this friday and maybe next....but it's me breaking in to the world of child-care. guess it's time to see what i am made of.

wo those who are wondering and to those who are reading this, i will be in saskatoon......tonight. very late....and staying until sunday or monday. if you want to chillax and stuff, leave me a way to contact you and i will do my best to make arrangements to accomodate everyone. no replies means i drink with my good friend fender every night until ( Read more... )

i used to lay on the couch at night wide awake, after suddenly waking up at 2:00am, because i had a paper due that i couldn't fathom how to write or a final that i was not prepared for....now i do it for much more cliche reasons.

....maybe i'm over reacting? i really don't know. i really don't want to care.

there are certain things that happen, that if they would have happened a month a go i would have expected it...though given current situations and events that have transpired in the interm, i feel a slight sense of betrayl and devistation.

i'm not sure what's wrong, but with the start of this school year i am really having trouble focusing. once i start doing it, i am fine, but it's getting myself to that stage every morning that is hard. i'm hoping by starting to go to the gym and running on the treadmill and lifting some weights will help things a bit...they claim it does. as well ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning, it's been difficult as of late. i am convinced that i have been infected with incurable malady. everyone tells me that i am imagining it. so i have stopped listening ( Read more... )

1. Go here.
2. Pass it on.
( my answers )