I hate when you are so physically exhausted but yet your mind is going a thousand miles a minute that you can't sleep! Ugh! I have been so very tired lately, it seems like all I want to do anymore is sleep. Hell ya most of you say, but this scares me lots. I am also very scared of what the doctor has to say tomorrow. I should be hearing about what ( Read more... )

Hey everyone, to anyone who cares I just wanted to let everyone know that I was ok, that surgery went well and that I am at Cout's house resting and recovering. Its been weird not hearing from anyone or anything so whatever! Hope everyone is alright!

Hey Everyone! I just wanted to write in here and say hi to everyone! I am getting very close to my Surgery day which is Monday the 28th. I'm getting a little scared but i'm hanging in there. My sister and Court have been very supportive and both of em will be there on that day if you know how to get a hold of them and you want to find out how I am ( Read more... )

Hey all just chillin at work, i'm on my break, so day is 1/4 over and then its on to School whoopie doo! Is it Friday yet? Please cause it totally needs to be! I'm actually excited about Friday, going to spend some time with my ex, let me tell you i'm a little scared at this point. Oh well, it all adds up and shit happens for a reason I guess.

Oh my goodness I swear this day is never going to be over with! I just want to go home and go to bed but bleh I have to go to school!

Wow, I never thought sitting at a desk all day could be so painful. I feel like absoulute crap, I am still not over this fabulous cold that someone decided to give me, although i'm not contagious I am still miserable. All I want to do is crawl into my bed and curl up and sleep for hours, weeks, maybe even months. I feel so horrible right now I can' ( Read more... )

In this life you fall in love with people that come your way and you are faced with either letting these people leave your life with out ever taking any actions what so ever. Never being able to experience the love that you feel for that person and letting it go by and wonder what if. There are also those who you are in a relationships with who you ( Read more... )

Ok, so I started this thing many months ago and I have never posted anything in my own journal, so I figured I could just start pouring all of my feelings out on to here and you guys can just read all of the fuckin drama I go thru instead of me having to repeat myself when I call of you bitches ( Read more... )