I get all these requests from people with such elegant wording. "Can we smoke good weed and have fun neaked? =) lol" No ok. That's fucking creepy, and not funny, and in all caps? Are you yelling this at me? I mean do I just look like some fuck rag with no class at all to you? Does this approach actually work? You have a kid as your profile pic for ( Read more... )

Can I please have my life back now? Fuck I'm drained. Spent 11.5 hours away from home today. All but 2 on campus...and those two were studying for a midterm! Everything in my home is complete chaos. I have boxes everywhere. And still more to pack. I ran out of boxes or I'd be doing that now. And I was stupid and didn't take advantage of the nice ( Read more... )

Revved up like a douche another boner in the night ( Read more... )

Warm cat bodies don't compare to warm human bodies. This is first time I really wanted to be held in the last two weeks. And Zeus didn't like my needy snuggles. All well...that what Zarina is for anyways. She never rejects me. But still...if I could rent out a human just to cuddle with...

It's an odd thing. I wish I were a little bit smarter or a little bit dumber. Not smart enough to be one of those people, but not dumb enough to drool with the rest of the morons. Limbo. My life. Limbo. Cusp. Uncertainty. I should be thankful for my sharpness, my wits, yet them seem to single me out. I wonder if my dear Ludwig van ever felt this ( Read more... )

Trying to sort through all the emotional baggage. Not such an easy task. So many mixed feelings. So many new desires. So many old hurts. I want to be happy. I want to stay positive. So I will. It's not ignoring the pain, the hurt by any means. It's acknowledging them and moving past them. Embracing them as a part of myself and moving beyond to find ( Read more... )

Life is such a fun roller coaster. Ride the high's cling to the lows.

Purge. =( Empty. Hollow.

I am sorry. I am sorry. I am sorry. I am...sorry...but. This IS good. Even though it feels bad right now.

Comment on this post. I will choose seven interests from your profile and you will explain what they mean and why you are interested in them. Post this along with your answers in your own journal so that others can play along ( Read more... )