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Live journal fucking pissed me off. What the fuck lj, now you force me to view ads before I can use your site. That is a load of bullshit. I think I am tempted to delete you. If you weren't a memoir/source of the past 7 or so years of self psycho analysis there would be no temptation, you would be gone. Jealous cuz everyone went over to facebook? ( Read more... ) -
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Sleep. Trying to find nooks on campus to sleep in is not working very well. 7 am 3 days a week and 8 am all others but one but I wake up around 7 anyways all days not...it is not working well either. Tired sentenc structure is completely not working well...how am I you ask? Not working so well right now. Needs sleep. Long sleep...but still have ( Read more... ) -
Emotions
So many of them so many. Minor events coinciding with each other creating a ricochet of emotion pinging around in my skull. Neurochemicals squirting around, but something above all the mammalian chatter resides. Seeping, seething, growing, showing...no fear, no pain, no emotion...is this me? Truly me. My human experience centered around the void, ( Read more... ) -
This is real.
Julia, I do love you very much, and I know I haven't been much of a dad for the most recent half of your life. I can't make up for that, I can only hope you have or will forgive me for my failures. It was wonderful this morning when I checked my email and got this from you. WooHoo!!!
I love you.
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Going over school shit. AGAIN. I thought I had it all planned out but when lab/recitation is included as well as work I have no time to breathe with previous plan. Luckily though...I have enough time and room to maneuver around and still be done at the end of next Spring term. Some summer classes along with my research should keep the school year ( Read more... ) -
Sorry LJ
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Not such a great time to begin the new year. Ah? My year doesn't really begin until Spring anyways. -
The cycle clicks a notch in the Great Wheel
The sinking of the sun leads to the rising of the moon. The days grow shorter but I have grown older. The cold creeps in as the cracks begin, and winter seeps in through walls. Bare branched beauties stand up to it tall but still quiver, with each howling gust shiver. Rodents snuggle up with their stores, humans hide behind doors, and the beasts ( Read more... ) -
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Sleep. Oh the sleep I got this week. I don't know if it's mandatory crash and burn or the double workload that put me out...but I have been so utterly lazy this week. House is really bad. Atrocious clutter from my creative spurt making Christmas presents. It started with one and I decided to keep going because it was too much fun. I just wanted the ( Read more... )