well it is a little less than a month away and i will be mrs krikalo...hurrah and i say finally! i cannot wait to be legally his, its a sense of finality that i have been waiting, it seems, forever. no more bs from his mom and bob, no more nonsense from anyone else for that matter. enough people in our lives have put in their two cents unasked for ( Read more... )

i made an appt with judge bedell's office today to get MARRIED!! the waiting is soon to be over!! i am glad that we waited until we were down here safe and warmly loved by karen and greg. they have become the close family that we both needed so much. yea we both have family but his has been inexcusably rude and horrible lately and mine is in philly ( Read more... )

well here i sit in karen and greg's kitchen typing away trying to collect my thoughts. surfing the net and trying to find a legit online job. wish me luck in that. will talk about this more later...

here we are approaching the end of the year and i am not sad to see it go honestly. we are finally out of that house and into a home that is filled with people who truly love us and need us. its a little scary for now but once time goes by it will be not so scary and whilst being routine it will never be boring. there is so much to do and to try ( Read more... )

well, after a hell of a move mike and i are now living peacefully in west virgina and except for being very tired and very sore it is very, very nice to be at home at last

there is a light at the end of the tunnel and i can see it clearly now. i sit here and think about what this week will bring as i take another drag on my cigarette, yea, i started smoking again...the caffeine and nicotene and the occasional beer helps fight back the stress that has been running wickedly thru not only my head but my body as well. i ( Read more... )

finally there is a light at the end of the tunnel, thank the god and the goddess for this. karen and greg have been so wonderful with their support and love and opening their home to us. what a wonderful word that home is...*sighs happily*...and a thank you to them as well as anthony and barbara too its nice to know that we have family in west ( Read more... )

this is how i have to look at this situation with these two jerks now, to not give them permission to hurt me and to not hurt mike anymore! two weeks and counting all depending what the doctor says tomorrow about mike tho i do beleive that most of it is because of the negative energy that she is sending him. everytime that she talks to him she ( Read more... )

i have decided that i have had enough of jeanne and bob and their hate towards me that instead of being grownup and mature about it i am simply going to tell them to stop. its just a matter of when i will do this. this is getting old fast and i cannot simply take it anymore. why should they be so immature as to not tell me all this and blast mike ( Read more... )

i am so waiting for the change in our lives to come and take us away. a change that will bring us peace, happiness and better health. a change that will take us to a better place where we will love and be loved and it will be real and there will be noone hugging and loving us who has a knife hidden behind their backs and who are not lying and ( Read more... )