Dreams are great, but theyd be a million times better if they were real. But good dreams= happy Karie in the a.m. which is pretty good. Except im mighty sick. And I really miss Anthony. But these things just have to be dealt with because there's nothing you can do except take medicine and be friends...

Anthony changed his mind and didn't want to hang out with me today.

I may get thrown out of the musical.

I may not student teach with Renee anymore because I cant remember the dances and I guess I just suck.

My grades are a-slippin....

But hey! Who cares? I feel so empty, but so much better....

You told her that you loved her, but you don't ( Read more... )

I've had an epiphany over the past few days. I realized a lot of things about myself, and I'm really quite happy. Except I miss Anthony. But, tough shit, right? My birthday is tomorrow. I guess that's exciting. My dad already ate a piece of my cake because he forgot. But at least I wont have to try to sneak into r-rated movies anymore (resident ( Read more... )

I walked to Anthony's house in the frezzing cold, snowy weather to deliver him some things that I didn't want to look at. I tried leaving him a voicemail to tell him that his stuff was outside, but he opened the door and made me come inside. It was very intense, I won't talk about it.... (I said I'm gonna have myself in shambles, before your folks ( Read more... )

So, Anthony broke up with me.
The end.

Ugh. I worked mucho yesterday, and I get to go again today. Gary's gonna be there...yaaaay. Hmph. Why do my vacations always suck, huh HUH? I want Antelope to hurry up and come home. I cant believe he left me in the first place. EVERY. VACATION. I really think that is the problem. Seeing each other in math class and at his pit parties where he has ( Read more... )

Ive had a pretty terrible time the past two days. Im rather sick of crying. Anthony changed his mind and is leaving me again. So yeah. I just dont know.

Pointe shoes piss me off. Im done dancing!! I've been seriously considering it, and I think I've made up my mind. Its not fun for me anymore. All I'm doing is tearing my stupid ugly body apart even more. I don't get the same.... release out of it that I used to. I don't see why I'm wasting so much time and money on it. I better tell Lyndsey to find ( Read more... )

Yay it all makes sense...

Obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) is a type of anxiety disorder in which time-consuming obsessions and compulsions significantly interfere with a person’s routine, making it difficult to work or to have a normal social life or relationships. OCD can strike at any age but often begins in adolescence or early adulthood. ( Read more... )

Gimme SPEED!! or something. something HARDCORE, nucka.

My knee!! It hurts!! It was pretty weird, it was dandy all day until the middle of spanish. And then of course, I was trying to get out of my car and tripped and slammed it right into the seat. And then I had dance, and we get to drop to our knees a few times, so its killiiinnnggg me!!

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