The long and winding road, that leads to your door, will never dissapear, i've seen that road before, it always leads me here, leads me to your door. - GOOD beatles song...i've been listening to them. i used to listen to them constantly...then i stopped...dont really know why. So we had our first goats rehearsal type thing sunday...fun times... ( Read more... )

he just forgot...and he said if i had reminded him he would have taken me...it's ok i went with maggie and hannah and that was fun. I was just in a bad mood so i got really mad for no reason and i take back what i said I love josh, lol he informed me that my live journal makes him look bad...SORRY! SOOOOoooo after i yelled about him and complained ( Read more... )

I went to an art class yesterday. It was figure drawing, the figures were naked and I hung out with jodi dykhouse and andy pomidor and maggie P. It was fun... i'm SOOOOO homesick today i hate it here i want to move back. I know those two subjects don't go together but i woke up feeling like total shit and wanting to go home. And then on top of it ( Read more... )

i auditioned for macbeth yesterday ( Read more... )

Josh and i talked about college yesterday. So the only thing keeping us from being together is him. He dosn't want to not do what he wants to do because of me and he dosn't want me to not to what i want to do because of him. But like i said before, i don't care what i have to give up. I can still do theater and be at his side...that's what's going ( Read more... )

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i went to england and some freinds i made were obsessed with james blunt and i still can't decide if i really like his music, but he really captures what it feels like to be in love especially in this song (it's called goodbye my lover and it's really good ( Read more... )

i can barely move or breathe right now. I just found out my dad might lose his job. So there's a chance i might move again. I can't do it. I mean nothing is certain yet and there's a very good chance we will stay, but i can't help feeling just...destroyed inside, it's hard not to think that the same thing that happend before will happen again. The ( Read more... )

i want to die...my life means nothing

i just had to put my hamster to sleep. He was sick...he had kidney disease and then he got mites and he was too sick to itch off the mites, so i figured he was really sick and i brought him to the vet and she put him to sleep and i'm really sad and crying

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