my trip to england is approaching...and there are sooo many reasons i am ridiculously excited to go...but theres a couple reasons that i am scared and nervous and not wanting to go...i just spent pretty much the last two days with josh...and it was great i never want to be apart from him it makes me so depressed lol. So obviously being so far away ( Read more... )

i'm like traumatized...i had this dream early this morning about me and josh getting married...and i was wearing an ugly puffy icky wdding dress and...i wouldn't walk down the aisle so i ran out screaming a crying and then everyone was running around saying i knew she couldnt go throught with it... then josh was happy we weren't going to get ( Read more... )

i kinda feel like i have died...i remember before i moved i said it was as if i had been told i had 6 months to live...and now i sort of feel like i have died and past out of exsistence completely...or on a lighter note lol...like i changed my identity and moved away from who i was...i feel like a different person then who i was...and not in a good ( Read more... )

josh is coming over!!! yaaaaayyyyyyyy!..........i'm excited and it is FUCKIN HOT OUT!

PEACE!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY ( Read more... )

Prom was really fun...so here's the whole play by play...the night before i had gone to josh's lacrosse game...which was the most exciting game ever! except the part where they lost *cries hysterically* it was so annoying they were up three points and then in the last quarter the opposing team HAD TO fucking score 3 points...so they played over ( Read more... )

if you want to take the quiz find the link on sara's page cause i'm too lazy to cut and paste...i think these results are perfect...sept for the ray part...i think me and sra have a Ray problem. But i guess it's true...W/E ( Read more... )

What i've done for the past month ( Read more... )

Sorry i havn't updated in a while but nothing exciting really happens around here...Eric Wong rocks my world...I'm dating the british boy...i am on stage crew for guys and dolls...except last night i got really sick and had to leave before the show started...that was really upsetting...i like to use elipseseseses (for you stupid people it's this ( Read more... )

I love you guys...you just don't get how much i miss you. I would give anything to see you guys for just a minute...and i am making good freinds here but they're just not like you all...i can't deal with this...like i have this horrible feeling in the pit of my stomach and it hurts so bad i can't breathe...it's so painful and i miss you guys so ( Read more... )