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Goodbye 2017!
What can I say about 2017... Kind of sorry to see it go, even with everything that happened this year, between cancer and my almost dying hospital stay; it was still a great year. For the first time in a long time, I look forward to what the future could hold. I can actually see it taking form instead of dreaming of what it could be. Josh and I ( Read more... ) -
Things happen for a reason?
I wonder if that is actually true or if it's just something we say to make the other person feel better. Does matter though, we can't choose the cards that we have been handed, all we can really do is handle things the best way we know how ( Read more... ) -
One chapter closes and the next one begins
So my divorce was finalized Feb 16th, everyone keeps asking how I feel about it. Truthfully, it stings, because I feel like I stayed unhappy for so long because it was routine. It was something constant in my life and Richard did "get" me, we had fun together and enjoyed some of the same things. But, it is what it is and now I move forward. ( Read more... ) -
Life just keeps passing by
So my divorce will be final Feb 16th.... Boy, that was fast. I know it's corny, but I really do feel bitter-sweet about the whole thing. This time last year, I was completely oblivious and happily married. Trying to decide what to take to California when I move and feeling excited for my trip with my cousin, that was so promising and we were so ( Read more... ) -
Cancer!
For such a small word, it holds so much power. When you hear it before it has affected someone you know, it doesn't mean a lot. You know it can happen, but meh. When it happens to someone you know/love then your view starts to change, you start to think "shit, it's so close to home", you want to be there for them and do what you can for them, you ( Read more... ) -
2017 is going to be my year! (....maybe)
I'm hoping so anyways. I'm trying on this semi positive attitude. I figure being with someone who was so negative turned me into such a negative person. Josh isn't like that by any means, I don't know how to take it, with a guy who is always smiling at me. And with everything going on, I figure I need a little positivity in my life.
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Life can be funny sometimes....
It never quite turns out how you intended. 2 years ago I would have told you that I was happy, I was married to my long time love, loving parents, friends, health.... I had it all ( Read more... )
