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Oh, my love . . .
I am thinking of you tonight and it makes tears form in my eyes. You aren't even gone yet and it already hurts. I love you so much. I wish I could make you see. You're going to go away one day and when you throw it all away, you'll make the biggest mistake of your life. Why will it be a mistake, you ask? Because I was that girl. The one you let get ( Read more... ) -
Restless
I have felt so incredibly restless lately. I don't know why. It's not like I need to run away from anything. I just find that I'm wanting to go somewhere new, meet new people, try new things. I guess I feel kind of stagnant. Adults are supposed to settle down and hold down a job for longer than 6 months, but the child in me is really not happy with ( Read more... ) -
Long time, I know
Life has been just a little busy over the past few months. I've endured a few more weddings, funerals, and baby showers. I did in fact find myself a new job since the other one was run by morally degenerate people. I am in a much happier place now and I'm getting paid more too. Which is definitely good b/c my new apartment is going to cost an ( Read more... ) -
It feels so nice...
I'm sitting here on a bed listening to my best friend's fiance playing guitar and Desi singing, and it is sooo nice. Comforting and sweet. I can't believe she's going to be married on Sunday! It's so crazy, we were like 12 yesterday I swear. She couldn't have picked a better guy though. I am so happy for her and so happy to be here. Although I am ( Read more... ) -
Let's play catch up...
Life has been so crazy as of late. Yet another person in my life has an April Fool's Day B-day. One of my coworker/friends went into labor while we were watching a movie early in the morning April 1st. I have to say that after watching the vast majority of my friends go through pregnancies and 2 go through labor, that I have no desire to experience ( Read more... ) -
Life goes on....
As April approaches I am obliged to think of a few influential people in my life. Most of them aren't in it anymore, but their presence was profound whether negative or positive ( Read more... ) -
Bah Humbug!
Why is it that every time something good happens something bad has to follow it? I finally get a break and find a job in my field that's close to home and I'm excited to finally be getting a check that will pay all my bills and leave me in the black. But... they screwed up my paperwork at my last job so now I can't get paid until they fix their ( Read more... ) -
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I take my national board on Tuesday am. I am a little apprehensive, seeing that I will lose my state license if I don't pass and will have to pay $145 again and retake it. Wish me luck! I'm still looking for a job that will meet my needs, nothing coming up in the area within a one hour radius. My sister moves to California in a week. I'm so sad! I ( Read more... ) -
new job
My temporary license is approved, yay! I can start working at the Dr.'s office on Friday. It's only 2 days a week so I'd like to have another part-time job too, but the salary is 3x what I make now so I'll be able to get by for awhile. Looking forward to getting my own place. I need some space to expand. I feel strangely devoid of emotion lately ( Read more... )