New Year's Resolutions

[mysticpoet]

I can't believe it's 2006 already. In high school I had planned a much different life for myself by now. But things change and people too, thank God! I hit a rough time in 2005 but I think I'm a stronger person to have come out of it. It made me realize alot about myself. I would like to have done some things differently but then there's alot that

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[dixie_at_heart]

Where did you think you would be now when you were in high school? Just curious <3s

[mysticpoet]

I thought I'd have chosen one of 2 paths. Path one-Stayed with asshole Randy and become your average abused wife who hates her husband and fears him, and everyone in his family and church would adore me making feel even more guilty. Path 2- Married to a youth pastor and pregnant by 2007. Living the dream life of simplicity as a teacher or counselor. As you can see I didn't choose either. Apparently there was another path that I couldn't see at the time that I ended up on. There's alot that I'm not too happy about, but considering the alternatives, I'm glad for the people I've met on this route. I think it just might lead me to something greater than I could've ever imagined. :)

[dixie_at_heart]

I am VERY glad path 1 did not work out, though for awhile (a looong time ago) I thought that was where you would be too. Path #2 is really interesting...a youth pastor , eh?!?! I think I always saw you becoming a nurse or something like that being very independent of men altogether and living somewhere in Northern, FL. Maybe marrying after your career had started and having a couple of kids...I always pictured the guy to be kind of normal, not super-asshole-hot, but not ugly duckling either. He would have really good values and like to give back to the world. Who knows what the future holds really?!! All I know is that in my future, if I am ever blessed with a little girl, some part of her damned name is gonna be Misty...
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