Wow. i havent been here in a really long time. ive been so busy trying to clean up my life. lately ive gotten into some really bad relationships and they have caused me soo much pain. Then my uncle died. im struggling in school. im struggling with family relationships. Im attempting to apply to college and that is the most stressful thing on this ( Read more... )

okay. so its been a long time since i have written. oh well. but my uncle is in the hospital. he had both legs amputated and he has a five percent chance of living. i am having problems with coleman and im just really REALLY tired. but oh well. i just need to relax and try to get some rest. but yeah. thats my life right now. actually i dont care if ( Read more... )

Last night my best friend, Amber, spent the night. I love that girl. she is so amazing and I love spending my time with her. when we are together we always have fun. Lately with all the stress of my family and with Coleman, I have found that amber has been my strong hold. I always look forward to spending time with her and she helps keep my mind ( Read more... )

I am completly lost and confused right now. My boyfriend has emotionaly drained me and i am trying SOOOO hard to make it work but i dont know how much longer i can do this. There are rumors going around that he is dating me, his ex, and some other girl. There are rumors that he is just using me. and i dont know what to believe. He broke his trust ( Read more... )

Okay so last night was really crappy!! I came home from spending the day with my best friend. we pull in the drive and she was going to drop me off at the gate. well im saying goodbye, standing outside her truck about to close the door, when a convertible with 4 guys in it came up driving real slow. they gave me a look like i was going to die. they ( Read more... )

Hey, well...i got back and my trip was sooo much fun. i have soo many memories from that trip. its amazing the things that you learn and how helping someone in need can truely effect your life. I will never forget my home owner. she is like a second mother to me. i grew to love her like a mother and i already miss her. she was the greatest woman ( Read more... )

Wow! today is the big day. I am all packed and ready to go. I am sooo excited but at the same time very nervous. I know this trip is going to be a lot of fun and it's going to do some good. But i can't help but know that i am going to miss soooo many people. i'm already crying and i haven't even left yet. well...i guess i need to get leaving...i ( Read more... )

Well today is my last day to get on.. i leave tommorow at 7am and i will be gone for a week. i will check tommorow morning when i get up but i wont be back on for an entire week. so until then i hope everyone has a great week. i love yall and i will miss you deeply ( Read more... )

today has turned out kind of crappy. im leaving saturday and Coleman and i were suppose to get together. well i had to do some things this morning and he was like " you could of come over this morning" and i told him what happened and im not going to see him for an entire week because he isnt going to see me off...he isnt going to make time for me ( Read more... )

time seems to be ticking away...one more day until i leave for Memphis and it seems like i have so much to do. i still need to pack and get everything ready. i need to make sure everything is done so my dad doesnt have to worry about it. Im scared to leave because im going to worry about him so much. Im sure he will be fine but i still am going to ( Read more... )