\\static translation\\

autumn leaves lose colour,
the cold isn't so bitter,
the axioms come to her,
as she smiles deceptively,
her halo's come undone.

i'm losing the race,
five dollars at a time.

my silence saves nothing,
it's going nowhere,
when i dont talk to her at all,
emotions,
all held in my eyes.

nothing is working out for me.
change has come to be a feared subject.

i write bad poetry.
the rain is not my friend.

no solace on wicked afternoons.
buy me more time, okay?

a big hunk of cheese, the computer, and the smiths, the house is empty. friday nights just aren't what they used to be. but i kinda like it.

indecisive on the phone line. right, right.

i wore patrick's jacket around the house while i danced to music and cleaned. this is nice. this is neat. what a treat. dance to the beat.

i have holes in my socks, and q: when did i not play with fire when given the chance?

a: i like pretending i am people i am not.

i need to hang out with lindsay someday, yo. not any day, somedaydude, i gotta ( Read more... )

i wish i wouldn't feel so sexual right now ( Read more... )

MID-HOLIDAY GRADING PERIOD FOR HOLLY FERRARI 11/26/2003

MOPING AROUND HOUSE- A+
CLEANING HOUSE- B
READING- A+
WRITING- C-
COOKING- A
SOCIALIZING- F
SNEAKING AROUND- B
HEALTH/OPTOMISM- D+

WE REGRET TO INFORM YOU THAT HOLLY IS RECIEVING A FAILURE GRADE IN SOCIALIZING AB, HOWEVER, WE UNDERSTAND UNDER THE CIRCUMSTANCES IN HER LIFE, THUS RESULTING IN SUCH ( Read more... )

nice crunchy hair.
go new coffee cup i can draw on.
go bitchy attitude.
i like knowing i take part in the slow demise of myself.
good things,
and better dreams.

life is so real.

so very, very real.

everything is eventual //
\\ double backslash, i feel you.

i feel numb today. the world seemed to slow down and then it started back up way too fast. i feel like somewhere between 11 to now i lost everybody, but maybe the feeling is life and inevitablity in motion ( Read more... )