so this is how i told justin my dream last night, i'm too lazy to retype it, so when i say "you" i mean justin. i dreampt that i brought my friend savannah to come meet you at your house- and you guys hit it off and then i went into nate's room to say hi to him but he was sleeping so i just kissed his forehead and he woke up and got all grouchy ( Read more... )

how it went down this morning ( Read more... )

"Don't kiss me goodbye again ( Read more... )

sooo i was rather sick today. feeling so tired for no good reason other than that i was up really late talking to nathan online. i went to see him today for a tiny bit (i had to drop off a cd for justin anyway) and we just sat on the couch and talked for a while. it was really nice. i really like him and it seems like we have a lot in common. which ( Read more... )

sooo i typed this huge long new years update and it got deleted. so i did it again and it got messed up. i am trying a third time, but it wont have much detail and it will be very boring ( Read more... )

i have a mean crush on *insert name here*.

it needs to go away

i cant have crushes for 3 months
what is he doing entering my life right now?

i need time to be myself and not have boys.

couldnt he have come into my life sooner?? oor in a few months??

sheesh- what am i gonna do?

go crazy.

no, i wont obsess over this. its too small.

sooo i'm a wee bit better... actually a ton better. i had one of the best conversations with jimmy the other day about how my priorities were so out of order and how i feel like i 've lost touch with myself- and we were talking about some things that were getting to him too- and lots about school next year. it was just nice sitting on bench with ( Read more... )

so i just need to write a minute-- read it or dont- i really dont care becuse i know the one person who should read this will never do it ( Read more... )

SuperSka1der (4:07:08 PM): Emmie, you are by far one of the coolest people I have ever met. I mean it. You're so optimistic and strong and breautiful and nice and intelligent and you have such a big heart. I love you to death and miss you like no other and can't wait to see you next week. I really hope you feel better soon. Take care of ( Read more... )

measure in metric ( Read more... )