This sucks.

Im so exhausted today. I can't seem to stop shaking. It's like that nervous feeling. I really don't like it at all ( Read more... )

He's so beautiful.

( My Tattoo )

Got my tattoo worked on today. I'll post pictures later when it's not wrapped up. It looks amazing though. I forgot how irritating that scratchy feeling is and how much I just want to scream sometimes. Overall it went really well though. When this chunk is all healed and I can afford it I'll get the color added to the background and I'll be ( Read more... )

Im getting really sick of not really being able to use my own damn computer. Every time that I have gotten on it someone comes in and says "Hey let me know when your done so that I can use mine okay?" What if, for once I say no, it's not okay. I want to be able to just have my computer plugged in and available without having to ask permission ( Read more... )

I have no idea what I did to make him not like me so much but right now it hurts. Yup. I've tried apologizing for the BS that did go down and I guess it's just not going to be okay. SO here is be letting go and realizing that somehow I messed up too much to be a friend.....

I feel like somehow, through the grapevine I have lost the chance to be friends, or even simply good acquaintances with a few people that I think are really awsome people. Ya gotta love the drama for that I suppose. I fess up and say that yeah, some of it was my fault, I've apologized to the people that needed apologizing to and I've done the ( Read more... )

I don't think anyone realizes how much I HATE my brother. I know, that's a terrible thing to say, Im sure, but when you call your mom on Mother's Day and she's sitting in her car crying.....god I hate that fucker so much. He should really just leave and not come back. I wish somone would just kick the shit out of him while he rots in jail. I ( Read more... )