Why can't people be awake right now? I want to call and talk to someone. I hate that I work this early and by the time I get home most people are just waking up from a night of staying out and having fun...go me, im lame.

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I should have taken the Max last night. Having these thoughts constantly racing through my head is irritating. I get tired of being reliant on something outside of myself for stability. I wonder if I will ever be able to just go day to day without the roller coaster rides of manic and depressed that I have to deal with now. It's gotten worse ( Read more... )

I havent been to sleep since I woke up yesterday at 8:45 AM. Why do I do this to myself ( Read more... )

I want a new car ( Read more... )

I don't know what I'm doing anymore. I don't know what to think about anything. I want so much and I am so lost on how to get there. I thought I was doing a good thing by going back to school. Now, I don't want to go to school. I want to go out, and live it up. I don't want any more responsibility. I feel like that's all I have ever had. I ( Read more... )

I made my mom cry. I was fillin her in on "the Nicks" and in order to show her pictures I had to go to the site for the Suspension Shows...she got freaked out and thought that I was hanging from hooks and she started to cry. Not a bad freaked out, just scared for me I guess. I showed her my back and the fact that there are no scars and all is ( Read more... )

Okay, so now I know who sent the message and Im not really confused anymore. A little irritated I guess. Whatever...if he decides to text me back or call me later I'll be more than happy to talk to him about whatever he thinks is going on ( Read more... )

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Im so confused. I wake up with a text message on my phone that reads "Do you wanna have sex?" I would expect this message from only one person......yet it's not from that person, at least that I know of. It's from a number that I kind of recognize, but not really. And if it's from the number I think it's from then that just makes me a little ( Read more... )