i was going to update this, but instead i think i'll just delete it after i save every entry.

years ago, i wanted to become someone who i barely am today.  somehow along the way, things got warped, and i almost got swept up in a meaningless shallow wave of uncertainty, fear, and self doubt.  i got off track...scary.  it was gradual, so it was hard to notice, but i always felt something was a bit "off."  my most powerful moments had nothing ( Read more... )

Use Google image search, search for following things and post one picture you find on the first page:

1. The age you will be on your next birthday
2. A place you'd like to travel
3. Your favorite place
4. Your favorite object
5. Your favorite food
6. Your favorite animal
7. Your favorite color
8. The town/city in which you live
9. The name of a past pet
10. ( Read more... )

The "Forbidden Page"

According to an article written by Tim Appelo in the Seattle Weekly in 2002, journalists were banned from printing page 204 of Journals (hardcover) in articles or reviews, ostensibly because of its dark content. The page features a drawing of Cobain's face, torn from a comic book, shouting a refrain from the chorus of his most ( Read more... )

last thursday (11/8/07), i drove four hours to greenville, north carolina (anything for the mighty sp) to finally cross a lifelong goal off of my list:  to see the smashing pumpkins live.  the smashing pumpkins have been my one of my "top" bands for years (if not the "top") and when they reunited last year (well, half of them reunited), i literally ( Read more... )

friday:
something unmentionable, armed with an exact-o-knife and mace...almost dying.
denny's...almost dying.
myspace stalking
talking about the same shit we always do no matter where we are.

saturday:
inner lip tattoos--four hour wait, wawa, cat cuddle puddle, our new bffs who danced to b.e.t. and got chinese food
dinner with marcus and sam at rosa's
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friday:
301=most boring road ever
peed at a nasty truck stop
stalked by a trucker
got stuck behind a school bus
mapquest has the worst directions ever.
met bff at SHAUN'S workplace
fox's...finally met bff ashley!
around the clock diner
ghost world and amelie
"OMG HE'S DRINKING A GIANT GLASS OF MILK!"---"it's a vanilla milkshake."
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some tattoos i want to eventually get:

(will be updated as necessary)


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this is why i love radiohead:

How Much Is Radiohead Worth to You?

Posted Oct 2nd 2007 12:57PM by TMZ Staff
Filed under: Music
The new Radiohead album, "In Rainbows," could be yours for the low, low price of $0. Or for the low, low price of $5. Or $10. It's totally your call.
Beginning next week, the band is making its new CD available online -- and they ( Read more... )

 um, i think something crazy is about to happen.