Today was such a good day. I finished my huge math project, I got into a social work class which is super exciting, and i finished all homework due for monday in history class. (Since im skipping friday/monday to be home ( Read more... )

I'm sick of having bad day's and being upset over everything. Why can't anyone just be a little bit more fucking sensitive towards me. I'm really going through a lot. SO just be NICE. ugh.

obviously this is a personal problem and i'm very aware of that. but still. fucking take a hint.

this dark clouds been above my head since the second i came home to start winter quarter. I'm pretty sure I'm going to be followed around by it for the next year.

Fuck the what if's

Fuck the if only's

Fuck wrong place wrong times.

it ruins you.

Sometimes theres just no one you can talk to. You know when you just get sad, and need to cry but you aren't really sure why. Todays been like that mostly. no tears yet. but mostly i've been thinking about other times when i feel like this, and its just that sometimes you don't have someone to talk to. You know if you did potentially call someone, ( Read more... )

winter quarter just continues' to drag on. and although i have a month left, i feel like it will be forever...........................

im ready for spring. so fucking ready.

friday will save my life. I'm coming home for the weekend. What a vacation for me.

My world is crumbling. I feel like things just keep happening without any warning and I am here to just sit and deal with it. I feel as though I've been very patient, but i think my patience is finally giving in. I think I'm totatlly going mad. And above all things, I miss you. If I were in your arms right now, my world wouldn't be crumbling, it ( Read more... )

Karma. It's such a beautiful thing to me. You can believe it or not, but I feel as though the world, nature, just karma, has there way with us. Perfect example. Last night someone was being a bitch to me all night. For no reason in my opinion, but I noticed it was probably because of who was around. A friend that used to go to school with us is ( Read more... )

I woke up this morning reminiscing about you. I thought of what you looked like in the sunlight the first morning I ever woke up next to you. You looked so incredible, and I was so shy to wake you to say goodbye, since I was leaving early that morning to go back to school. I'm sorry I didn't kiss you goodbye. I am lucky though, because I now know ( Read more... )

So I haven't written in awhile. a long while. Been busy, blogging elsewhere privatly. Recap of my life, summers over and I'm back in cheney. Today I start work on campus. Catering. woohoo. I'm actually not to thrilled and a bit nervous. I hate starting new things and meeting people right away. It's just so akward. I know I'll be fine though and ( Read more... )