Winter break so far has been really rough ( Read more... )

Well not sure where else to let my feelings out other than live journal. Fuck facebook for what I'm about to talk about, I dont want the whole world to know ( Read more... )

My 21st birthday was amazing, I had the time of my life. Wish those that weren't there could of made it, but we'll make up good times this summer.

I had a dream that zoe was back. and I was petting her and loving her and I was so happy.

I can't stop dwelling on my missin kitten. It's been the whole summer. Life blows

Dwell in the happiness of today and avoid the future, or look to the future and chose better happiness for the tomorrows, even if it may hurt you for today.

I can't figure out the better outcome for me. What is in it for me. God I'm miserable. and I miss zoe cat so much.

You know those really sad "missing pet" posters you see, and you feel bad for the families. well yesterday that was me putting up those postrs, because my baby kitten zoe has gone missing for 4 days now. I found out yesterday (ive been out of town) . It has just been awful. I just want her to come home so bad. I feel so helpless I love and miss her ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I've found that someone who can understand me the most. I don't know what that means, but the feeling is so simple, so unique, and unlike any other feelings i've had toward someone. I will keep thinking optimistically as time passes on. My heart just continues to desire and want more. i miss my better half.

feeling down.

the snow still falls, where is my spring time?

it's been a great weekend. Got to drink both on friday or saturday. I'm proud to say I had my first "hang over" this morning, with a splitting headache. way to go me.

2 days until serj tankian. im getting so anxiousssss.

I get to go see Serj Tankian next tuesday at the showbox! TOTALLY excited. plus i get to see my babe :)