last night me and jess went to go see "man on fire"...and all i have to say is WOW. that was the most intense movie i havd EVER seen! there was a lot of violence in it due to the need for revenge, but it was such a heart wrenching movie. the way the movie was done, almost reminding me of un-edited news footage, was very intriguing and captivating. ( Read more... )

i want to feel numb... to [you]. to everything.

tonight me and jess went to go see "13 going on 30" ...it was so cute! i don't remember the last time i went out on a friday night to go see a chick flick with one of my girlfriends...i felt like i was in middle school. lol. the river was crawling with them...so that's probably why. anyway, the movie was really good...it made me happy. but it made ( Read more... )

i'm content ( Read more... )

i feel like S H I T. well..not so much anymore, but i did when i was throwing up earlier at school. i woke up this morning to finish my homework for english...and i felt so sick. i don't know why...maybe it was because i only got 4 hours of sleep and i slept with my window wide open which made me freeze my ass off...or it could just be the fact ( Read more... )

i wish i came along after you were far more over her then now. i became a comfort to you...and it looks to me, that's all it will ever be. you're blind because of what she did to you. you're numb because of what you lost. i can see clear as day and i can feel more then i wish i did. we're opposites clinging on to eachother...for what? i wont ever ( Read more... )

ey [6:45 PM]: have a good evening miss
ey [6:45 PM]: :-)

i feel lost. i feel numb. i feel like i want to cry, but i can't. i shouldn't feel sad. i should be happy. i feel helpless.

i want to take his pain away because i know exactly how he feels. i know how it feels to love someone so much and have them be such a significant part of your life and then have it come to an end. you feel like you can't ( Read more... )

[to him] who am i ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning to my mom telling me she was leaving and had to go get gas (which reminds me, so do i) and then i tried to go back to sleep. no such luck! it was only 8 something too. grrr. my first actual day of spring break where i don't have to work or deal with my car...and i don't even get to sleep in?!? HOW RUDE! lol. so then i ( Read more... )