me and cole are watching "love and basketball"...a movie that we could finally agree on watching. haha. it is such a cute movie! i'm starting to get tired though, but i think a lot of it has to do with thinking about my work schedule. oh, ya, i forgot to mention that i got the job at the yard house as a hostess! it is sooo much fun! i love going to ( Read more... )

hmmm....i think it's way too early to be up, but i can't sleep anymore. cole is sleeping and probably will until noon or so. haha. i, on the other hand, have class at 10. and here i thought i was going to have trouble waking up to my alarm at 9...haha ( Read more... )

...wow ( Read more... )

my mom left for a week. i was good.

i hung out with scott, and it was awesome! we're still really good friends after not seeing eachother for 4 years and knowing eachother since middle school ( Read more... )

UPDATE:

i got my back massage...yessss!! F I N A L L Y!!

he was so genuine and sweet. i don't understand. i don't know what to think or how to feel. he's blinded by love, so i'm told. but where does that leave me? he made me SOOO happy once...i wish i could get it back..

king40 [11:25 PM]: who got game
king40 [11:25 PM]: jen got game!

so i was sitting on a bench waiting for class to start and i heard the most beautiful thing that basically made my day...the sound of church bells ringing...it was noon...but still, it was beautiful .

i feel so upset right now that it's making me sick.
i don't know the truth.
i don't know if she's FUCKING with my head...but in a way, it hurts.
i never thought it would.
i didn't intend for it to.
i feel like i want to cry!

so this is the crazy story that was my day ( Read more... )

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