5 weeks until graduation. I cannot believe I achieved (or will) my masters in less than a year! holy shit it's been kicking my ass though. most of my day is spent in the car though and fast food trekks. I intern at a hospital and running floors and being the least bit dizzy doesn't help. I passed out/blacked out once and that didnt go well. Not ( Read more... )

so even though i have cceliacs disease, I figured it would be a WONDERFUL idea to eat leftovers in the fridge of boneless(breaded) wings ina sweet bbq sauce. the fact that they were absolutely delicious is besides the point at the moment. Besides like, 10 of those, I had one square of a PB-snickers bar. ((have any of you had these!?!?!? I could ( Read more... )

so the other day M and I went to NYC to see Taking Back Sunday. Amazing show all in all. The whole day he was joking around/making fun of the "(my name here) diet" which is coffee and smokes. I ended up eating though because it was a 'vacation from reality' for me. or some other bullshit excuse. we snuggled on the train and slept the way home. In ( Read more... )

whoop-dee-fucking-do, back again. how many years have i had this fucking account?! how many hours have i spent creeping along on other peoples writing hoping for a word of encouragement ( Read more... )

i hvaent logged on in god knows how long. I just had a tumor removed from breast on tuesday so ive just been sore and achey this week ( Read more... )

I cant believe the last time I posted was when I broke up with austin... well we got back together a few days after that post. and have been together since. I tried to break up with him for the third time yesterday, but he still came over after he got done with work ( Read more... )

Update! Im alive! Ive been on here everyday, but just havent really posted or commented on your guys' journals, Im sorry and will shortly. Im very sorry ( Read more... )

my new favorite thing to do is to put new towels in thumper - my rabbits - cage, and see him freak out and reorganize EVERYTHING, his little teeth pulling the corners of hte towel till everythings -just right- and the fact that its the day after 4th of July, so everyones stil setting off fireworks and crackers, every loud boom, he stops what hes ( Read more... )

today i found my sisters bottles of diet pills. I cant really get mad at her, i mean, at her age I had already been making myself puke, or i was restricting, for years ( Read more... )

I really enjoy when my entire fucking family tells me how much weight Ive lost since they've seen me last (around 11 pounds) and then I dont eaty and say how im not hungry, then go to town ( Read more... )