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so i took a picture of me and trevor to school today to show all my friends what he looks like. everyone said that he was really hott and that we look so adorable together. i even got that he looked like, "some famous celebrity person, but i dont know who" haha! but yeah im glad that i got good imput from all my friends, well except from valerie, ( Read more... )

okay so i let trevor read my last update and i think that it really got to him. i mean in a good way. he told me that he understands everything and why i do what i do sometimes. and thats all that i have ever wanted in life- someone to axcept my pain and take it for who i am. that proves to me that trevor can truely be a part of my life, more than ( Read more... )

i think that i broke my finger while in the darkroom today during 4th hour. its all purple and such...is it possible to brake your knuckle by just knocking on a door?

well it must be..because it sure as hell happened.

things have been really different lately.. i mean like between me and trevor. like we talk and such, but just not that much and i know that being in a relationship....it basically runs on communication. and since we hardly ever get to see each other there inst too much of that. we try to talk before we go to sleep and even like before school...but ( Read more... )

today was weird ( Read more... )

lately, well, more over tonight than anything...i dont know whats going on. i cant tell if im falling in love or if im falling out. im so unsure. ive just had so many mixed emotions tonight about me and trevor that i just can barely take it ( Read more... )

so today i go in for a interview for being a hostess out at the outback steakhouse. i hope that i get the job. well i do but i dont. i mean, well i want to work on the weekdays just not on the weekends, because i want to see trevor more than i do right now. and i dont get to see him that much anyways. and if i get this job they might start working ( Read more... )

okay so i think that i may be getting this job. but one thing. if i do get it (which im still not quite sure that i will or not yet...i still have another interview tomorrow)then i will only be allowed to work on the weekends during school time. and the weekends is when i usually always have my time with trevor. which sucks because i might not be ( Read more... )

i think that im becoming really happy with trevor. i really like the way that our relationship is turning out. i cant wait to see what the future brings for us though. i know that there is going to be so much in for us. i really admire him. i see him as just a "normal" person and he to me as well. and i admire that so much. i think that he is an ( Read more... )