Today had to be one of the saddest days I've had this whole year. I'm not going to put in here what was going on for the family's sake (even though I don't think they'd mind). I was there for them when they needed me. They all know how much I love them. It just sucks that it happened so close to christmas, that poor family. I can't imagine what ( Read more... )

So, last night was the show at the token. I had a fucking kick ass time. I met some amazing people. Much love, especially you brad! haha.

Drunk people are funny. I loved it. I got hurt. I have bruises all over my legs and my belly button is all irratated and sore. it fucking sucks. but it was well worth it.

I'm so freaked out. I don't know what to do. I have to wait until at least next monday to find out what is going on with the results from the doctors. Not only am I scared but my dad is too. And what makes me feel even worse, is that with this being one of the hardest things I have ever had to deal with, my mom knows whats going on and she still ( Read more... )

Well I didn't know what to say earlier but I now I have more of an idea what I need to say now..

I am loving life right now. I wouldn't change one part of it for anything. I am hanging out with some of the best friends in the world, and I am becoming close to some people that I have missed greatly since like 8th grade. And lately I have encountered ( Read more... )

I don't even know what to say right now. I have so much I want to write and so much that I want to let out, I just don't know how. I guess I will write more later when I am in the mood.

Amanda & Robby
November 17, 2005

So it's thanksgiving once again. I hate the holidays so much. I just wish my mom was around for them, and then this year, my favorite cousin is in Basic Training for the Navy, so I won't be with him either. This is why I hate the holidays. But even so...I still have a lot to be thankful for..

( What I am thankful for.. )