wow i havent written in this stupid thing since december 12th. what can i say i am one busy chica! well i guess i will update you on my life...my dad is getting married again. my grandpa's lung cancer is gone so thats a good thing. school still sucks i am so bad at it. i'm hopefully getting a car soon (omg camaro-cross your fingers for luck). my ( Read more... )

wow not much has been going on in two months besides my super bad grades. that and my grandpa was diagnosed with lung cancer. i would sit here and tell all of yall not to smoke, but i know it wont help. i just know that i wont because i dont want to be like that ya know? but whatever. i got a job babysitting this little boy everyday after school. ( Read more... )

home again...sick. truth? too depressed to go. school itself depresses the hell out of me. like what the hell are we doing there??? theres a huge world out there and i'm learning about stuff that wont even apply to the real world. like matrixes and julius ceasar. speaking of that man---it was like two thousand years ago. get over it. i guess i will ( Read more... )

What guys should know about girls...(all that apply to aleXxX)
- we're as afraid of you as you are of us
- we try to impress you most of the time (just with little things)
- we flirt alot if we like you
- we flirt alot period (but we try not to be ditzy!) whatever i'm ditzy anyway
- we LOVE hugs (specially when u kinda pick us up and it ends in a small ( Read more... )

god school sucks this year so far. looking back, freshman year is starting to look good. its like one bad thing after another and nothing good happens. i'm sick of this crap, i'm numb to it. break my heart and i wont cry anymore. rip it in half and just see if i feel it. crack it into a thousand pieces and i wont feel any worse than i do now. shoot ( Read more... )

oh god, school starts soon. stress is something un-welcome in my life right now. but not many things come welcome except for packages and a good song on the radio. at first i was kind of looking forward to it. i got it into my head that since last year totally sucked balls then maybe sophmore year would be pretty cool. but i thought about it some ( Read more... )

i want to start out by saying that mcaskill, i am sorry to hear that you think being a band nerd (quote) "bites the big one". to be truthfully honest, it breaks my heart. i love the band nerds. they are my favorite. and in respect of the band nerd, i will give out the band nerd award.

My Favorite Band Nerd That Goes To Cy-Ridge Band Nerd Award goes ( Read more... )

i guess not much has changed since i last wrote in here...except for cory (!),  which i'm not gonna write much about that considering he could be reading this and i would be super beyond embarassed!!! so yea i havent been up to much, just workin. workin=wUt a BiTcH!!! haha its money tho!!! ok band nerd award time.

My Favorite Person That WiSHES ( Read more... )

i have today off work...so i am b-o-r-e-d. it is raining and i wanted to go work out, but i guess i cant now!! arrr.. anyway, my dad blackmailed me and told me to write him a letter on why i hate him. damn, its not my fault hes a total asshole and i hate him. i mean come on how gay is that. i hate my life. this song i'm listening to reminds me of ( Read more... )

ok, so my job of being a daycare worker totally blows. i guess i'm just not cut out for changing diapers, especially annabelle's...god i dont know how any child that size can shit so much. i know thats nasty to talk about but i think that if you are reading alex william's live journal, you should expect anything. ok band nerd award time.

Band Nerd ( Read more... )