Pins and needles signal the reawakening. Reconnection of an ancient, but un-forgotten circuit. Lazarus AND Frankenstein. Static in the transmission, but the machine runs anew.

i'm 30. thought i'd be dead by now ( Read more... )

So both of my sisters are pissed at me and I really have no idea why. or maybe I do.. Here's the skinny from my perspective ( Read more... )

Comment and I'll respond with an honest compliment. Then post this in your journal so I can feed my ego.

It's been about 2 weeks now and it's finally all hitting me. I did my usual thing and was strong whilst the crisis was new and now am irritable and cranky and sad. sad. sad. I'm trying to keep a good face on for my g-pa though ( Read more... )

my g-ma died, it happened early yesterday morning. We had spent the day and night in limbo just going minute by minute as she continued to get worse. They also told us that she had stage 4 cancer of her liver, as well as the cancer in her lung and that she was terminal with internal bleeding. The prognosis was poor and even if she had gotten ( Read more... )

My grandma (the one with whom i reside) has just been diagnosed with small cell carcinoma of the lungs, extensive stage; which means that it has spread systemically and therefore can't benefit from surgery or radiation. The doctors have started her on chemotherapy, and have vowed to be aggressive with it, but from what I've discovered doing ( Read more... )

This hick-ish dude with no teeth and no brain just came up to me at work and asked me when i was due! as in, in the baby-way! I know he's a moron and thought he was being nice, but FUCK THAT! He'd better be glad I'm at work and therefore the face of the hotel right now. Else, he'd probably be really fucking sorry ( Read more... )

I figured I would let you guys know what's been going on in chas.land for the past week or so, since my last post was so grim. I'm sleepy and working so forgive the truncated nature of this entry::

--the boy is back.
--the boy is now seeing a doctor and is on suboxone--the boy will have to leave if he goes back to the other shit and/or otherwise ( Read more... )

He's gone. For good I think.

Why am I so sad? It's not like he who I thought I dug hasn't been long silenced and buried in bullshit for 3 fucking years anyway.

gah. anyone need a heart? I'm done with mine. I'm giving it away so I don't break it anymore.
Maybe someone else will have better luck with it?