It's been over a year since I've made a post on this ( Read more... )

ok so i said i would come back and write something entertaining...so ( Read more... )

um. i dont know why im posting something in this really.

i think just for fun. i really need to get to school now though, so ill have to come up with something really clever later.

byebye :D

god it hurts so much
my baby
i hurt him
i hurt me too

i hate me
why did i have to be
so damn honest

i killed a part of me
i ripped apart my soul
but i couldnt lie
waiting for my tears to dry
but i couldnt lie

i cant ever forget
what i lost
he was so good to me
he really cares

i hate me
fucking stupid
i ll just hurt you
stay away.

so after being told by just about everybody that my absense from the football game on was noticed, and whats more that some kids , some seniors from last year, came to the game, cause they were down for thanksgiving anyway ( Read more... )

this ringside cd is making me laugh like freaking hell because i just realized something about it ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a long time ( Read more... )

apparently all my entries are depressing. its just a chance for me to say what i want but wont say outloud ( Read more... )

ever have one of those days where you cant stand yourself? i feel so undeserving of anything right now. i know ill never be some gorgeous girl. and im not perfect, far from it. im selfish and lazy and critical and probably a lot more negative things. some days it feels like they all just out weigh whatever good things there are in me. physically ( Read more... )

i get this cold feeling at night ( Read more... )