so much stuff to do. I made a to - do list to get organized, and just felt worse once everything was written down. So so so stressed. But oh well, things are still good anyway. I think I work well under stress, unless it's giving a formal presentation to a veterinarian on phalangeal exostosis. That almost made me throw up. But somehow I managed to ( Read more... )

I'm at the barn, freezing cold. I dropped a meatball on my knee, then some little dog ran up and ate it. hello, monday.

holy hell, I'm going to be old on Sunday. I can't wait for this weekend, I dont wanna be up here, I really don't want to wait until Thursday. Impatient?

Thanksgiving was good with Nick and Tina & Jake later on. I know exactly what I ( Read more... )

basic concepts of training the horse, and i got to pee.

Nick and Tina are coming to watch me ride tonite. Schweet. I got the bests.

I've been in such a weird mood lately. I'm frustrated but i don't know with what. I'm unhappy, but I don't really think I am.I really don't even know where I've been the last month. So much has happened, its hard to ( Read more... )

this past week was just crazy. i keep trying to sit down and figure out how we fit everything so tightly into a week. It was probably one of  the most awesome weeks of my life, but I def wouldn't do a repeat of it. It fries my brain, how the hell it happened. I really should have been born back in the 60's tho, I'm pretty fuckin good at living out ( Read more... )

so

life's good. loving the heat.

it's really different being here then before i left. i miss my ladies from school :( but oh well. im having a pretty raging good time here im thinking.

thats about it.

ps. rehoboth beach, it's love.

fuck you, weather.

bleh, i was almost there for a second.

i really don't like this. 
and please, noone tell me it might snow again.

i don't want this feeling to go away.

flipflops. the veiw of the city upward thru my windsheild, sneezing/wateryeyes/runny nose/smiling at the budding trees, concrete under my heels, Naaman Rd. PA, the smell of my hair after driving down 95 with the windows down, hanson, having the energy, that extra couple hours of the sun, laughing until it hurts, letting it go, meeting a real legit ( Read more... )

so....at the barn right now, a touch bored. I had a good lesson but theres a lot of things that i really need to work on. I finally have an instructor that is making me work, and that's quite nice.

Britney Spears. I'm sorry. ((Crazy)))

ok this horse keeps jumping real side ways and its getting on my nerves. END!

it's like 50 degrees out, and i'm so excited. that's just a tad pathetic. can someone please just ad about 40 degrees to that, then I'll be happy. i'm really trying. it's just not working. one month until spring exactly.

eh. i don't wanna do this anymore.

having a mood that depends on the weather...
is great when it's warm and sunny.