so ya... i;m fucking done. done drinking. done doing anything for awhile. i'm gonna be totally sober. and on day three and it feels great. i got more energy at work...more money, and i dont feel like such a skumbag. i am still gonna drink later. like at partys or just have a beer or two with nate and shane on the weekends. but that everyday and and ( Read more... )

so ya...another useless night spent wasted. a case of 40s and two much pot. i'm so drunk i can barely type. lol....zac is in philly....i think he likes it...not sure. hes bored alot like i was when i first got here. he'll get ust to it. he thought like me that philly would be filled with kool people and shit to do. theres nothing ( Read more... )

driving nails in my coffin

i love livin in the city. i realized this the other day when i was walking to work. i walked out my door, saw my part of the philly skie line and thought to my self. i love being in a city and not some small, boring one horse town. fuck bangor maine. i just got back from visting about a week ago. and as soon as i got their i just wanted to be back ( Read more... )

well...here iam in bangor...its been weird and fun. me and desiree have done alot of talking and shit. we've decided were both just to poor, stressed and too far apart to be be thinking about us in a romantic sence. so she is not gonna come to philly. and i wont know really what to think of it until i'm back there and it sinks in. i'm not worried. ( Read more... )

wow....i have so much on my mind....with work, the city, the booze binge i've been on, and oh ya, the biggest thing of all, desiree. i love her. i admit, after everything thats happend, i still, and i no idea why, any normal guy would be through by now. but not me. she was and is the best and worse thing that ever happend to me. with her i've been ( Read more... )

fuck!...i missed johnny hobo show. i dont want to be in this fucking city...i dont want to be in maine and sure as hell dont want to be in lousiana. i dont know what to do. i need to slow down on drinking. fuck ( Read more... )

hmmm...days off are nice.....i hope zack moves to philly.....leftover crack was the shit....i'm coming to maine for x-mas....its gonna be weird being in bangor....kinda excited though...but i dont think i'll be able to see anyone it being x-mas and all.....wow.....i realized something today. i'm the black sheep of the family.....with my brother in ( Read more... )

AHHHHH!. i'm seeing blanks 77 tommorrow.....and drinking a 30 of miller high life..... my tattoo rocks....wish i could post a pic....evangeline....call me....YOU CAN COME TO PHIILY!!!. 1-860-303-3216

hanging with nate..gonna go to the bar later..i need a fucking drink..and i'm gonna get 3 or 4....coming off the last of my coke...got the jones for it bad,,,,my tattoo is fucking awsome...4o bottles on my chest. live hard, die hard. so ya...another day...another beer, another line, another tattoo, another wayne hancock song. its how my life is ( Read more... )