About the only good thing to me being unemployed is Josh and I are getting closer

Wow, hard to believe it is after 2pm already.   I got a few job potentials making anywhere from 44k to 60k starting.  These aren't jobs I just dropped off an app for so cross your fingers for me and say a few prayers.

Things are going well today for me.  As you can see my resume is complete.  Holly finished it for me last night.  We talked again last night and things are improved.  She clarified some things for me on what she said.  I don't think it is as bad as I made it out to be.  We definatley need to work on our marriage though but I don't think it is over ( Read more... )

EMPLOYMENT HISTORY:

Lake in the Hills Police Department (LITH PD)                                                      June 1990 to October 2008

Community Service Officer/Crime Scene Technician

·         Crime Scene Technician responsible for crime scene investigation including identifying and collecting, preserving, logging evidence and ( Read more... )

I am so fucking stressed right now I have broken down and cried several times today.  I feel like I can't get anything accomplished and I have too many things that I am trying to get done.  I feel that since I am unemployed I have to have everything around the house perfect for when Holly comes home.  She doesn't put pressure on my I do it to ( Read more... )

Today I broke down and started crying later on I got nauseous and started throwing up for no reason.  Not having a job even though only a week is taking its toll on my family and me.  I know there is light at the end of the tunnel but right now I am to depressed to see it.  Not only did I loose a job but I lost my self respect.  Hurts knowing that ( Read more... )

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Today I have tried to find a job.  Do you know after 18 years and making 55k a year I am only worth about $10.00 an hour.  It is fucking depressing.  It is finally hitting me today that I am unemployed.  I need to figure out a resume and shit like that.  Holly started out being supportive but I think she was hiding how she really felt.  The ( Read more... )

Who would have thought a bad decision could cost you the past 18 years of your life?

I am so stressed right now.  Between work and family something had to give.  It gave at work and I was written up for insubordination.  Fuck em.