I think this song by say anything kinda sorta sums up how i feel ( Read more... )

all i have to say right now is... wow.

this was NOT all my fault.
I can't believe this shit.

FUCK!!

I hate everything. I'm so sick of all this shit. I'm screaming so FUCKING LOUD but noone can hear me. I know people can see this shit. I'm so fucking sclose to the bottom that i'm choking on the fucking dirt. I give up. I can't do this anymore, i can't fucking deal with myself. I can't get away from this.
I fuck everything up. Every good thing ( Read more... )

I always end up doing the same god damn things to all the people around me, and there have been people to point out how horrible i am along the way, and that person that did it two years ago really got to me, got to me so bad that i was suicidal, and now this next person thinks that they can talk to me the way they are. I'm not going to let myself ( Read more... )

I just need to get this out ( Read more... )

I'm sitting at Kayla's Grandma's house and i feel bad because dave isn't bowling becuase he went to the fair to see me.. at least thats how he made it seem. at any rate i feel guilty ( Read more... )

My boobs look bigger right now than normal... I like that. If only it would last, or at least maybe someone were here to see it ( Read more... )

Haven't updated in a long time...

Things have been pretty crazy for the past few day, i'm not gonna lie.
Honestly i have no idea whats going on.

so thats all... just an update...

sweet. Bye.

I seriously hate myself. For real. This is going to be a very "emo" entry i guess so don't read it if you don't want to here it ( Read more... )

I break in two over you.

... Now you see me, now you don't.
Now you need me, now you don't.