bubblexlove

add me now.

that is all,
love ashwee

staying home on a friday night.

afraid of breaking out in tears at any given moment.

everything reminds me of him. everything.

i want to sleep through tomarrow. pretend it didn't exist.

and if one person tells me "im taking this too hard" WELL YOU TRY LOVING SOMEONE WHO SAYS THEY LOVE YOU TOO THEN SAYS THEY JUST WANT TO BE FRIENDS.

but feel free to ( Read more... )

This Saturday would have been our 3 month aniversary together

going to this wedding may not be a good idea.
i can only hope heather can come over after...

or i might cry myself death.
i dont care if that makes no sence.

laugh on the outside, cry on the inside.

i only wish there was something i could to change your mind. i'd do anything.

a friendship he wants, a friendship he'll get.

and now i guess.....i'm gunna lay back. i've done everything i can to show him i love him. its time to give up, move on.

and just be there for him.

and maybe one day he'll give me what i want.

well today i did something really out of character.

i rode 8 miles to corey's house. i just missed him so much. i couldn't help it, once i got on my bike it was like no turning back.
point of going: was to show him i still love him, and wold go to any length for him. but while i was there, i realized all he has to offer is friendship...and he doesn't ( Read more... )

well i was suppose to go to a party tonight....for me....but my global teacher called my mom and got me grounded. i hate her.

so after being yelled at and having to tell vicky i can't go to the party she threw for me to make me feel better, i read 130 pages of the first harry potter book. because harry potter books take me away to a magical world. ( Read more... )

I had the most horrible day ever.

cryed on the bus ride to school. cryed in the morning before homeroom. was near tears almost every period. i had the teachers asking me whats wrong. cryed during lunch.
i also have this thing when someone asks me whats wrong, and something is wrong, ill just burst out in tears. thats what happened all day.
kat wasn't ( Read more... )

Why is he doing this? i love him so much, i can't believe this.
i want to die. why doesn't he love me?

Corey broke up with me.

someone kill me, please.

I got a new screen name:
bubble viciouss6
IM me there.

New Email too:
bubbless6@yahoo.com
yup. Email me.

i was talking to my cousin earlier and we would like very much to burn down the school. *sigh*

so sick of this routine. so sick of shen.
ive prolly seemed as though ive been in a shit-tastic mood today and yesterday becasue i hate school. this ( Read more... )

meh. horrible horrible day.

*bangs head on desk*

mmm skittles make things better.

i hope tomarrow is better.
hope its better then last friday anyway. *sigh*

its too hot outside.