wow, so college is cool. not really any update, just an update that i recieved a bid from tke fraternity. and im drunk as fuck. and i have class at 830.

im exhausted every way possible. mentally, emotionally, physically. i have no money. im scared shitless about it. its all i ever think about anymore. its killing me. im selling my van. no more car. if anyones interested in an acoustic guitar or a silver trumpet let me know, ill sell them too. i'd sell my soul if i could. i started to move in today ( Read more... )

i really wish i had gone to bcc. it just makes sense. im so broke (pretty soon in debt) and i hate it.

the lightning storm today fried my ethernet controller in my computer. i'm not happy.

ill be home sat afternoon. i start work at 4. i leave the 20th.

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google freeipods.com if your interested and if u could use my reference link, its legit and actually quite easy.

so last night we we had the pre-party. eric got so wasted we had to take him to student health services today cuz he was so sick. they gave him a shot in the ass and hes been passed out since then. today we all rested and recovered for the big party tomorrow. we're goin to the strip club. should be awesome, we got a bunch of ppl goin and my ( Read more... )

fuck. i think im gonna be goin to bcc in the fall. my dad said he isnt gonna advance me any money and financial aid isnt dispersed til a few weeks after i need it. he wants me to commute but fuck that it would be completely absurd to not do bcc then. but i was thinking i should do that anyways. it would save me alot of money. but now this sucks, i ( Read more... )

it feels as if im living 2 different lives. i dont like it.

my room mates and i r hosting a party sunday night in our apartment. everyones invited, its about a 45 minute drive, and u can spend the night if need be. call or somethin if u need directions or ride.