its 3 in the morning and everyone in my house is still up with no signs of anyone getting tired yet ( Read more... )

my room is a wreck. i tore both mine and my sisters room apart today rearranging shit. not too much has actually changed, but it's such a big difference, especially my room. i like it alot better even now while its a wreck. put a TV, DVD player, and moved a stereo into my sisters room. i also got all 4 stereo's in 3 rooms completely hooked together ( Read more... )

things i've done today ( Read more... )

i need a chick. its been way too long.

god damnit. i went to the store to buy munchies and by the time i had come bak the pansies has passed out. am i the only person that stays up to a decent hour anymore?

went to project graduation last night. was cool although not as great as i was expecting. left with a new printer, $43, 2 $10 gift certificates, Manatees baseball game ticket, 2 whole pizzas, and some other little shit. guess its not too bad. i dont really need the printer cuz i got one, so if u want one lemme know, i figure around $50 or somethin ( Read more... )

today is graduation. im not really that excited. i promised my dad i would help him put up the new fucking ceiling today. and now i cant party :(

i need a back massage like nothing else.

allie came and visited me today. that was cool. i enjoy it when they come see me.

but i guess things r rougher at home than i thought. im actually kinda glad the bitch is comin tomorrow. she needs some straightening out.

i was going to post my winamp library playlist on here, but its too big. i even d/led the client for the computer and when i pasted it into the program it crashed. damn.

everyday i stray further from the life i should be living. im afraid im going to flunk out of college. im gonna keep digging myself deeper and deeper into this whole. i used to be able to see my future. now i have none. and to tell u the truth, i dont care. i dont feel real anymore. i feel like an empty shell. i play with my own emotions just to ( Read more... )