and i thought crocheting a scarf was tough ( Read more... )

flew across country for a wedding. for my good deed, i gave up my seat so someone could sit next to their friend. and i got stuck between 2 fermenting ladies. i should go to heaven now ( Read more... )

a pattern. the good ones are taken. the good ones are more than taken. completely unavailable.
i hate it.
i hate getting someone.
i met the girlfriend tonight.
damn.

10pm last night. i must got to bed for work at 730 am. in north park, spending time with the dog who spiratically pees and had a flea colony on his ass. finally drifting to sleep and i hear....."oh my god, somebody please help me. help me. help." shrieking and crying. and then, he dog continues to bark for 1 hour straight. nothing will ( Read more... )

michael jackson is not guilty? once a child molester-always a child molester. i know i did not hear all the information. but his behavioral traits indicate guilt. this is awful that some one of high profile can get away with this. and i am sure he will give us more opportunity to see this in the future.

sad but true.

just returned home from visiting my brother in phoenix. these days people are strangers. i know that may seem obvious. people is a term used normally to capture the "in general" mode. the aspect of unfamiliarity. but more and more, those who are supposed to be familiar are becoming more like people. i called her. she won't call me back. i ( Read more... )

i received an email to day from a girl. she live a block away from me while i was growing up. straw hair. she always need to be in every place in a hurry because she always ran to get there. no matter how strange those other people called her - i didn't care. i tred to make it right. then the wave of isolation came. we spoke in warbled ( Read more... )

so i scurried home after my pisser of a day ( Read more... )

i am called. now i have to face my fears and tell two people that it's just not working. that one should not be drinking or starting bar fights or sleeping around with people who don't matter. the other i need to tell them to start eating, get out of the house and hopeful not start doing drugs again if they haven't yet ( Read more... )

today was my dawdle day. drove to canes to buy tickets for terressa, her friend, and i. bought a hideous plaid zip up top. and by hideous, i mean great. and as i was flipping thru my cd case, i noticed i still have his cd. i would send it back but i don't have the address ( Read more... )