loving my job. 8 hours basically fly by. and some people at work are just spectacular ( Read more... )

today was my day off. it consisted of exercising, cleaning, and sleep.

tonite will be much more exciting.

well, tomorrow is my birthday. and so far, i'm not too excited. this week alone has made me realize the impermanent, the temporary sorts of things that fade in and out like a dwindling lightbulb. and then, it's just gone.

did you know there are at least 4 women in america walking around with this name ( Read more... )

so yesterday was the day of running into everyone you don't want to see. i almost literally ran into "boy with a psycho girlfriend" at work. and then, terressa called because she ran into robert at the costa mesa urban outfitters. because he works there. two people that i wished were not included in my yesterday ( Read more... )

so friday night, i went out to dinner with phill and mel. or should i say mel and phill so that i can prove they are both important to me. i wouldn't want to give the wrong impression. delightful talk over thai food at the lotus. i hope i didn't embarass them too much with my wormy story and awful jokes. but hell, i guess they wouldn't talk to ( Read more... )

i have finally moved beyond my complex. you know the one where you take in lost puppies and try to gently nurse them back to health. i haven't tried to save anyone in a very long time. more or less, my pattern is extreme empathy. and yes, that still means a devout emotional attachment, but it doesn't include as much of a personal investment. ( Read more... )

so, now that i work at a big corporation, i have been introduced to the wonderful world of corporate ethics. friday, we took a CE class for our license called, "Fair Workplace Ethics." Not allowed to use such colloquialisms like "crack the whip" "smack me around" because those words can indicate a perceive threat from another co-worker or ( Read more... )

so i am about to go and get ready for work. my last work day for the entire week. how exciting. and melanie's cat is purring like a brand new camero. i swear i have never had this much of any type of rubbing up on me. strange for a change.

so i have figured out that i sincerely do suffer from severe p.m.s. why? last week, my head went crazy. everything that i was completely worried about, actually, makes no sense whatsoever. it's as though instead of elvis leaving the building my rationality left and never returned from its three hour tour. and i just hope the person i was ( Read more... )