so its 5am christmas morning. but im just not feelin very merry about it. this year has been nothing but hard times. i feel like i`ve accomplished nothing and i`ve just let my kids down. i give my all to always try to make sure everything is gonna work out, but it seems for every step i take forward i get pushed back twice as hard. i sit here ( Read more... )

theres times in our lives when we make plans for ourselves. this is how my life is going to map out, this is whats gonna take place. when you really stop and think about it though.....how many of our lives actually went as planned? how many actually keep going as planned ( Read more... )

so....i never write about anyone im seeing or talking to anymore because i feel like it jinx's the whole thing....is that dumb? maybe its really me that messes things up? but i dunno where to go with this anymore ( Read more... )

you can tell me 50,000 sweet things that you think i wanna hear....but in reality i just wanna feel that you mean just 1....

wow....i didnt think anyone wrote in this anymore. I know its been a good while for myself. I remember LJ used to be my escape, my place for my thoughts, my venting spot ( Read more... )

Wow....i dont even know who reads this anymore....or if anyone reads it all ( Read more... )

So wow....today is my last day in my old house ( Read more... )

I dunno who reads this anymore...haha But anywhoo..i dont think i've posted for a while....since Halloween i think. So i thought i'd just update a little on my life right now ( Read more... )

Hey everyone hope you all had a safe and fun halloween!! Hope all the kids got lots of candy too!! Aria and Isaac made out pretty well in the candy department...lol

Well i just wanted to share a few pictures from last night....

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YAY!!! today is Aria's 4th birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!


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