Its not often that something like this happens to me. I wont pretend i havent felt like this before, but its rare enough to take note of. Very early this morning, i had two versions of the same dream, and it was powerful enough for me to awake with wet eyes. I wont pretend to try and decipher what this means, that job is for people smarter than ( Read more... )

Maybe i can back off the comments i made the other day. Ive had some time to sit and reflect, and it does seem a bit drastic and unfair to all my friends. People did remember me on my birthday, and that is the sign of some true friendships right there. From my oldest friend Felix, to the newest one Ryan. My best friend Stevie to the old classic ( Read more... )

...and see that your colors changing ( Read more... )

Its happened once again, ive found a song that has completely knocked me off my world. The way that "When I'm Gone" did for me two years ago. The way i fell into "Shimmer" earlier this summer. Its in the business of the deep pain that no one around me ever sees, a cry out for help, for someone to be there to save me. Even though im beyond ( Read more... )

back again! dont know whats gonna happen with this one. More than likely to be another "woe is me" tale. Lets start up with the big event that was last friday. I speak of course of Christmas, the most holy day of the year. To me, it never felt like christmas, the way it has in past years, maybe because i didnt do so well with my shopping, ( Read more... )

Its been five years that ive doing this... really, its been five years. I guess you could say its obviously less, since there have been lots of time between posts for most of it. 2005 was obviously when i had done the most of my writing. Now as i sit here and reflect on the past half decade, i realize that very little has changed about myself. ( Read more... )

So basically... last week i went to a concert. I think i stated this a while back in a post, but here is some sort of back story. While at the very end of a certain recent situation, for whatever reason, (i know the reason, but meh) the band Saosin cracked my playlists and was getting a really heavy rotation while i was working. It was helping ( Read more... )

yea yea, i know. The subject is the same as the music of the last post, meh, whatever. Whats gone in the past two weeks you ask? Simple answer, i answered it at the tail end of the last real post ( Read more... )

This goes out to everyone who is sick and tired ( Read more... )

Getting back to my roots here, posting relevant songs based on how i am at the moment. This one sums up my current feelings of the heart fairly nicely. Basically realizing how much a certain someone truly means to you when there already gone. What i Really love is the Breakdown "take my hand" part. Theres a girl singing in the song itself, and ( Read more... )