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I haven't seen the tank
In 5 days. By Sunday it will be a week.
He said he would take care of me.
I'm so... crushed... all the time now. Been sick for 5 days. I want him to love me again. I gave up everyone to be with him.
I just don't know what to do anymore.
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Bound for bed
With my night splint on..and a waist cincher I head to bed.
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Day was ok
Packing now. My back is so sore.
I cuddled with A and watched "I am legend." My how times have changed she was terrified and very mad at me the very first time we watched it.
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The CSPC 15th Ave goodbye
Today started ok, got to work on-time and watched hell in action. It’s been years and yet people still clamor for an iphone, pre-release is insanity. System outages during this is awful ( Read more... ) -
Health Log
Supliments
Dr fuhrman's Centle Care multi
Spring Valley D-3 2000 IU
Vegan Iron 25mg
Spring Valley Super B complex
bennefiber
8:00 Breakfast
1/2 Can of health Valley 5 bean soup
10:00Snack
1/2 Can of Health Valley 5 bean soup
12:00 Lunch
Homemade Cream of Potato
4:00 Snack
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6:30 Dinner
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9:10 Snack (Only- if I have evening activity, going out dancing etc ( Read more... ) -
wrapping up my weekend.
I’m feeling better today. I’m a little sickly (some gentle congestion and slightly raspy voice) and close to tears if I start thinking about my problems too deeply… but it feels good to be in touch with how I’m feeling. I don’t like being isolated from myself. If I were to delve into that it’s like I had pulled away from myself ( Read more... ) -
Miracle noodles
and their cheep counterparts!
http://www.hungry-girl.com/girls/biteoutdetails.php?isid=923
http://www.miraclenoodle.com/index.html diet, health(Untitled)
I knew
I knew we wouldn’t be friends.
You lifted your leg to my lounger
The first night we met.
Your mom panicked and pleaded
As I cleaned up your piss;
A moment that I won’t forget
I gave you a home
And you terrified my cat.
The poor thing pissed himself.
But you chilled and communed;
and so he came down
from his scowling place on the shelf.
I offered to ( Read more... )apologies
I’m restricting access to my journal further. If you have lost access to my stream, please don’t take it personally. I’ve simply decided to become more private and keep my deeply personal thoughts to a smaller group of intensely close friends rather than a slew of acquaintances.
