shit, I forgot this was even here until I got an email about it
oops.

I am dragging ass I have been working so much
that is all..lol

yep I have been off in reality getting my life in order and changed jobs, I'm on vacation this week and the next and plan to do alot of catching up and cleaning all around ( Read more... )

dam i have been gone a long time

well I had a good weekend I guess, went to my aunts and spent an afternoon on Jana her Morgan horse, she's getting on in years but is still the best little thing. We rode through the side feild off into the woods, my favorite place. It's so quiet and away from everything, out there I like to think nothing else exists in the world but the horse and ( Read more... )

Friends can be amazingly understanding when someone you care for just walks out of your life taking your heart with him. On the other hand they "think" they re helping but nothing really does. I have this amazing nothing where I once had a life, it's all just that big void needing to be filled and I'm going through the motions devoid of feeling or ( Read more... )

I was going to write an entry, but before I did I checked some of my friends, I found another user who wrote my entry for me
::::::deep breath in amazement::::::
when I feel better I'll be back~~
Thankz "R"

xxxxx "G"

Jesus I slept like a rock for a change and now I can't wake up, argh. The cats yeeeeowling to go out, actually he woke me up standing on my chest putting his dang paw on my face, ever wanted to throw a cat?! Coffee's going (hate the tase love the warmth) and I gotta git running, just checking in to see what's up in here, not much by the looks...its ( Read more... )

Wooooow been away too long heh? Not only was my computer down I went on a trip with my friend to Lapaz for 2 weeks, god I'd LOVE to live there! Tropical trees, animals, the natives were so friendly!! But home is home and I'm back, 2 blocks over 4 families lost their homes to tornados while we were gone and the whole place looks like a damned war ( Read more... )

I've been away on business ya ya ya and while i was away i saw my gram....she was bus getting her house ready to sell and i cant imagine after 43 years in 1 home having to leave it but alas it happens, so many memories........ off to work