... 2 days ago, I woke up one morning and told myself "I'm done. No more ( Read more... )

Most people call it "Heartbreak"
Most people call it "Sad" or a "Low"
Most people wait for it to pass and to just let it go

sometimes I can't let go, I don't want to let go.

I don't want to let go of the one second of life when I am free to think whatever I want and feel whatever I want

I crawl in a fetal position on the bathroom floor, eyes wide open ( Read more... )

Dear Facebook Moniters:   Yes, I'm aware I am using a fake name on Facebook. Obviously no parent is in the right mind is going to name their child "Nightmare Necrophile". But I got rid of my real name cause I was constantly being harassed. Maybe when my real mother found me on there with my fake ass name I should of reported her for unwanted ( Read more... )

I haven't used LJ for a long time :( I'll eventually delete this post and post on my LJ like 100 goals I have for right now and all that narshkite.

>.> In the meantime, I'll be trying on different layouts. hahah