Ive done everything for you. I tell you everything because all you did was ask. Its been almost two years and you cant tell me when you have a god damn headache? Especially when i ask specificaly. You made me feel like I had done something terrible by asking if you were ok. What the hell is that? Learn your damn lessons or theres no way ill do it ( Read more... )

To the man who never gave up on me ( Read more... )

Wow,  I finally found my password for this thing ( Read more... )

Yo Freaks XD

Long time to update.. yeah

Was sick, got better, now im sick again. So excited to see the doctors on Monday. Joy. Enthusiam. Excitement. Kill me =P

Other than that everythign is okay.

Ive had to start taking sleeping pills sometimes because Ive had such bad insomnia I can hardly function. Ywes, I finally gave in to the stupid pills. They ( Read more... )

I've heard it said.. that people come into our lives...for a reason..bringing...something we must learn...

September 23rd, 2008.

I'll never forget today.

Woke up.. went to the doctor (yet again)... still nothing but more tests... could be a tumor.. in my kidneys and if not.. some sort of kdiney disease.... joy oh joy. I dont actually care. As long as ( Read more... )

 Wow, crying again.

What happened to me? I cant fall into this stupid state again.. I just cant not now not ever.

Why doesnt anyone really get it? Thats great you have your "opinions" but what about how i feel? I dont want to quit my job, i dont want to stop skating, I dont want to go to the doctor every second day. I DONT WANT IT.

I dont need much to ( Read more... )

This is the story of a girl.

Who cried a river and drowned the whole world

and though she looked so sad in photographs

I absoloutly love her,

when she smiles.

Whichever God is really out there, please help me. Just this one time.

  MY DOCTOR IS A COMPLETE MORON

In other news, You rock.

How is it no matter what I feel like you always make me smile like an idiot? XD

Now make time for me, bitch.

When life throws you lemons, make lemonades

..... But I dont like lemonade....

Life sure doesnt like to do me any favors =P

Hunny, I miss you.

<3

Life is like living in a dream sometimes isnt it?

Shit happens.. we deal with it.. whatever.

As children.. we play, laugh, sing, cry, and smile like mad. We are carefree.. as long as we get to see our mommy's and daddy's ..along with our after wschool snakcs.. and saturday morning cartoons.

Wait.. I dont think I really got much of those things. Mommy ( Read more... )