It's time for a pro's & con's list.

Let's get down to what I hate.

It feels like it should be easy to pinpoint.

But all my truths feel jaded. Tainted.

I hate that I'm taking a step in reverse.

I feel like it was all for naught.

I feel like I gave up.

I feel like I could have tried a little harder.

I could have done more.

I should have ( Read more... )

A few weeks in and I'm still good.

How many times have I been able to say this in my life?

2020 is indescribable. Such a fury of combinations

Sour and sweet. Salt and chocolate. Bitter and coffee.

This week is Halloween week. We have a pandemic. A hurricane. A holiday.

My last day at Waitr is Wednesday. My going away shindig is Friday.

I am ( Read more... )

What a difference a few months can make.

It's mid-October.

I'm on meds. I have a counselor.

I have left Waitr.

I am happy.

Despite the world burning, I am thriving.

I'm living on the cusp ( Read more... )

How do I return after such a long period away?

Oh the woes of being a woman ( Read more... )

I have decided on a rather, broad, lofty new years resolution ( Read more... )

For the future I'm after
I need to learn:
1. Autocad
2. Print making
3. Basic drawing
4. Metalworking
5. Woodworking

Others to continue:
1. Spanish
2. Coding
3. Adulting

I can not rely on the college structure
To provide me with the education I want.
I have to be self guided, self motivated.

Discipline, where can I buy that?

Also a quick aside ( Read more... )

I'm not sure how Shannon has become ( Read more... )