You know when someone asks you a question and you want to say the furthest thing from the truth? Just so you don't sound stupid. Just for a little glimpse of acceptance and acknowledgment. I guess we come across situations like this almost everyday. To be completely honest I used to cross paths with this exact thing at least three times a week. ( Read more... )

Tonight was great. I went out with a group of friends. Of course he was there. He picked me up actually. We went to the movies. There was about 8 of us. As everyone was paying for their tickets, we happened to be the last two. He went first, as I waited beside him. "Can i have one ticket please" He says. The lady behind the register replys, "Do you ( Read more... )

Mums Birthday
15th of April 2009
She made me the person I am today
She's the reason I have the strength to get back up each time I fall
She couldn't have made my 18 Years on this earth any better than what they are right now.
She's not only my mother, but my best friend, a role model and my inspiration.

Happy 43rd Birthday mum
I Love You


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How can one man take so much pain?
The Passion Of The Christ.

Amazing.


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I think what messes us up the most
is we all have this perfect picture in our minds
of how things should be.

I watched this independent movie on FOX the last week. I started to think about it on my way to Uni today. Relating it to everyday life. I don't clearly recall the name of the movie. The outline of it was; a couple fall in love, get married, have kids, fall out of love and get divorced. I cant really speak on anyones behalf, because i have never ( Read more... )

After I told him to not contact me ever again, he called me tonight. Asked to give us another shot. With all of my strength I said that two letter word that would break him down to the bone - no. I was blunt, straightforward and rude. I told him exactly what I think of him. He asked to be friends. Usually I would consider. But not after the way he ( Read more... )

Wednesday. A long, wet, gloomy day. 7:00pm. It starts to pour. Gets dark. I worry. My brother is filling up petrol so I can use the car tomorrow. I go into the shower. I come out and find 20 missed calls on my phone. From him, my little brother. I call him back immediately. The second I heard his voice, my head was at rest. Frantically he says my ( Read more... )

One day I'll learn to like myself. One day I'll finally get it right. And I'll try till time catches up with me. One day I'll be too old to care. One day I'll speak some Japanese. One day I'll learn to play guitar. And I'll stop procrastinating. And get up off this chair. One day is always one day late. One day my heart will find a friend. One day ( Read more... )

I was sitting in my university library today. Might as well have been the middle of New York City, during rush hour - Its was that noisy. Couldn’t get a thought in. I tried to concentrate on studying for my upcoming exam on Thursday. Quickly my mind came to another thought - as it does. People. Words. Communication. As I stoped for a second I began ( Read more... )