it's been a couple months...
but i realize i only use this things when i am in bad moods
and i haven't been in a bad mood for an extended period of time for a long time.
but it's coming back.

note to self...
do not get caught up in stupid things.
do not become a slutty whore.
do not date boys because you want them,
date them because you like them.
do not feel bad about yourself.
do not change.

I'm really confused and i am not in a good mood.
Thank you for not being clear and for not making me happy.
ps
if red sox don't win...i will cry and be really pissed off.
oh i'm also mad that i'm not going to see death cab.
awesome. this week is going to be so great.

so i sprained my ankle on saturday.
don't laugh at me limping through the halls. thanks.

i've come to realize that i let certain things bother me too much.
i think too much, i worry too much, and i waste too much time on doing so.

but i've also been really happy lately.
i just need to stop worrying and let things play out.

:)

what's the point in trying? it won't get me anywhere.

things are not well as of today.
i need to find something
that makes me happy
i need to stop dwellin.
and most of all
i need to know you care.
at least it's friday...

i miss how it used to be with everyone.
eh fuck. im needy.

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i'm an idiot.

you don't make me happy.