9:13:26 AM Kristin Eckhardt: so i took down everything in my room that reminds me of him.
9:13:37 AM Kristin Eckhardt: do you think that was too hasty?
9:14:19 AM OutSideLo0king1n: :-(
9:14:23 AM OutSideLo0king1n: no i did the same
9:16:58 AM Kristin Eckhardt: i think todays the day
9:17:00 AM Kristin Eckhardt: i really do
9:17:13 AM Kristin ( Read more... )

I am a complete mess right now. I havent stopped crying since I got home from school. The past 2 days I was thinking that there might be hope, that maybe he just needed some time by himself like he said, but right now I feel like I've lost him forever, like he is never going to want me back. I cant stand this. I hate not knowing what hes feeling ( Read more... )

So last night my head was in a million different places, along with my heart being in a million different pieces. After a somewhat sleepless night, I woke up today and had to help out with yard work in the snow. I cried a lot. But there were parts of the day when I felt like everything was going to be alright and I would make it. Then there ( Read more... )

It's 11:11, and my wish tonight, I want everything to be alright ( Read more... )

Things to be thankful for:
-my health
-family (although dysfunctional at times)
-the few friends I have
-Ryan Paul Vosburg
-forgiveness
-second chances
-my ibook!
-cell phone
-my car (even though I talk bad about it all the time)
-my mom (even though she can be hard to deal with at times)
-Direct TV <3 ( Read more... )

I dont want to be here, I dont want to be there ( Read more... )

herro!

hehehehe

I am officially a nerd.

I am the luckiest girl alive. I hope everyone can experience the love that I feel at this very moment.