Chris cheated on me.
end of story.
its time for bed now.
goodnight.

Been awhile since i've written anything in here... so I'll fill you in on my life ( Read more... )

So yeah.. I love chris right? Guess what he did. He bought me a diamond ring.. its really beautiful. but i dont want it, i just want him.

Im being really materialsitic today. I bought my mom a really nice, expensive, pretty necklace for valentines day, and my dad got her roses and a card...
wanna know what i got?
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thats right.
I got to spend the night home alone crying. I wish chris would call or something. I hate today.
it sucks.

I baked 3 kinds of cookies. 7 batches of each :| Who wants some? *gets sick*

Dude! i had so much fun last night :) we watched a hella funny movie. And we talked for awhile, it was great. We cuddled and ate dinner together, and today im baking hella cookies and im gonna give him some and the rest im gonna give to work and stuff.. I've had such a great week. Im kinda pathetic though, I miss chris so much :P lol I was like 30 ( Read more... )

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I get to see chris today!! and tomorrow!! :) yay

I dont feel very well, Im hungry but I dont want to eat. I have a headache and all that jazz, I miss chris a lot right now (i found out that he might be going away two years earlier than we thought he would be, which makes me really depressed) and I still have two essays to write for english... ugh...

so sad.

MmmmHmmmmM.... I had a semi-hard time sleeping last night. I got so accustomed to sleeping next to Chris that I missed his body next to me :(( He called me though, and we talked for awhile, while i cuddled up to a row of pillows i arranged to be shaped like him, which made me feel kinda better, but not much :( hes a really great guy and im glad i ( Read more... )